I don't aspire to be thin; I desire to control my food addiction.
Really, I can't imagine myself a size 2, 4, 6, or 8. I've been given a fairly large personality and don't know if it will fit in a smaller body.
I'm aiming first for under 200. After that I'll see.
I want to embrace all the emotions of a full life, not cocoon myself against pain.
I want to live my best life now.