Thursday, October 28, 2010


I don't aspire to be thin; I desire to control my food addiction.

Really, I can't imagine myself a size 2, 4, 6, or 8. I've been given a fairly large personality and don't know if it will fit in a smaller body.

I'm aiming first for under 200. After that I'll see.

I want to embrace all the emotions of a full life, not cocoon myself against pain.

I want to live my best life now.


  1. Bonnie you are incredible! I really do wish you the most luck and love as you work towards accomplishing your goal! You can do this!

  2. Sending you hugs and happy thoughts. It's hard to face some of what we stuff down deep, Hang in can do it! Deb